Monday, September 15, 2008

"no mom I said lamb, not lame!"

Tell me what "classic" film that is from and a big prize you shall get from me!

Ok, so I have been lame as of late in the blog writing area...just busy and lonely all rolled into one. How can that be? She is busy and lonely? Does not make sense. I know on the surface it doesn't make sense but dig deeper and it sort of does. And to tell you the truth I am liking it. I have no explanation as to why. Yet just feel it is where I am suppose to be right now. Figuring it out, getting on track, blah blah, and doing it alone. Even though I am alone I feel extremely connected to people, to the world right now yet very much outside of it all and myself. I have out of body experiences throughout my the day almost every day. Not scary experiences only experiences that actually provide clarity and comfort. Very real. Tangible, palatable really. Like just this morning on my way into work, deep in thought, on autopilot when this woman walking behind me tapped me on the shoulder and said, "Excuse me, but ah..." I was so startled that I stopped walking. I assumed that she was simply trying to get past me on the walkway. I said, "Oh I am so sorry. Were you trying to get by me? Was I walking too slow, perhaps zig zagging?" (on a side note: my walking has become a little "all over the map" lately.)
"No", she said, "I just want to know what perfume you are wearing. It smells so good" Nice. Even though I am alone and plowing through it all right now I can at least pull it together enough to smell good.
I watched a new show last night. Called, "Priviledged" and there was a line in it that I loved and sums up how I feel right now. "The appearance of not being insane is what is key, what is truly important" Yes, yes it is. I am a little insane right now. Insane in a good way, for a good cause...me. And that ain't lame at all.

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Quote of the week....I had to

"I saw them. There were four of them and I thought there are four of us, that is if we find the lady. Oh, Hello Lady!" - Fezzik, aka Andre The Giant, Princess Bride

Yes it's hot NOW, but in the fall it will be cool and you will need me more than ever!

Yes it's hot NOW, but in the fall it will be cool and you will need me more than ever!
I am back at ESO to do some comedy; all me, all alone, well there will be beer and wine! October 18th, 7:30pm...stay tuned!

for now!

Till this chica gets settled in the blog name stays the same...deal with it! still posting but now OFF SHORE! I am working on my website so look for that soon...