I felt it, no really I did!

I turned off the light.

Fell back onto the pillows.

Pulled up the quilt and settled in to sleep.

It was completely pitch black dark.

No sound. No wind, rain, crickets, nothing.

Loud silence.

For the first time in a while I felt the air, the night.

I could hear deer whispering outside my window.

My ears were in tune.

Skin tingled.

Outside of myself. I did not see, I sensed it.

Transformation. I am transforming. I've known this for a while.

Been on the shore, here in this new location, for about 6 months and that is what I am doing. My one job for right now.

Only for the first time I felt it happening, physically and not mentally or because I said so. It is happening. Last night I felt transformation. It was a transformation episode!

I can feel myself actually going through a transformation.

Ah shit, ah yes! All rolled into one. I am scared and excited.

I am getting to me and so far what I see, feel, hear and know I like it.

p.s. this picture is not me, I just like it. Ouch! A tree for an ass? That has got to be difficult to explain on dates.